The following story is a real nightmare I had as a child. A nightmare that I remember vividly, even now as an adult. Perfect for the spooky Halloween season!! As I walked through the state park with my parents and older brother, I felt a sudden knot in my gut. Something was wrong. The sunContinue reading “Faces: A Nightmare”
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Puzzle pieces
I tore myself apart For the sake of being loved I took the pieces and forced them together For the sake of being loved I held myself together with hopes, dreams, and lies For the sake of being loved I tore myself apart again and again and again For the sake of being loved ButContinue reading “Puzzle pieces”
You’re joking, right?
Is this a dream? Am I lost in the subconscious of my mind Will I ever wake from these nightmarish binds Or is life really as it seems? Forgive and forget? You’re kidding me. I don’t believe in that bullshit Forgiveness should be earned But forgetting? That’s just absurd. You should never forget what’s beenContinue reading “You’re joking, right?”
The Ash Tree
Freshly fallen rain clings to the Ash tree. The cool, crisp nights air rustling its yellowing leaves, the droplets dancing under the moons full face. It’s beautiful. The moonlight, the wind, the rustle of leaves, the water beads… Shimmering liquid glass amongst the trees. Scattered throughout this branch of the world tree, like stars inContinue reading “The Ash Tree”
It was her game, I was the next play.
An unnatural gaze happened upon mine. The intense stare from down the crowded hall made me uncomfortable, but I knew I could lose myself in within the people. Drinks poured, food consumed and laughter ensued. The thought of that girls face had all but vanished from my mind. I walked to my hotel room, sharedContinue reading “It was her game, I was the next play.”
A puddle of fears, a mountain of tears
Sitting in silence the body and mind at war. Fight and flight responses firing at once. Fighting is impossible, With flight, there is no escape. Filled with torment and hate. Internally screaming with anger and rage Panic ensues when boundaries are broken How foolish I’ve been And how foolish I am. False hopes and dreamsContinue reading “A puddle of fears, a mountain of tears”
Life is like a fighting ring
Many battles are fought in life. Many styles and techniques used to defeat your opponent. I want you to imagine your opponent. Is it the pile of dishes in the sink? The mountains of laundry to be put away? Maybe it’s your job. A relationship. Yourself? Whatever you’ve chosen to put in that opposite corner,Continue reading “Life is like a fighting ring”
Netflix show review: Maid
School is back in session! So that means, my baby girl and I are back sitting at my grandmas house watching shows while my son is at school. I waited a little bit to post so that I had at least a couple things to talk over. So here goes the first one! Maid NowContinue reading “Netflix show review: Maid”
In a daze
It’s only a phase Like the moon it waxes and wanes Can’t you help me escape? This body and it’s infinite pains? Shoot me a gaze From amidst this haze Locked in this glaze Like pottery , I’ll break. There’s been a mistake Of the choices I make I give and you take I trembleContinue reading “In a daze”
You like music don’t you?
Honestly who doesn’t like music? In some form or another we hear music everyday. It’s a part of every culture, no matter where you go. I listen to the radio every weekday when I drive my son to school. And every now and then I hear songs that just hit me in a good way.Continue reading “You like music don’t you?”