Is this a dream? Am I lost in the subconscious of my mind Will I ever wake from these nightmarish binds Or is life really as it seems? Forgive and forget? You’re kidding me. I don’t believe in that bullshit Forgiveness should be earned But forgetting? That’s just absurd. You should never forget what’s beenContinue reading “You’re joking, right?”
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A puddle of fears, a mountain of tears
Sitting in silence the body and mind at war. Fight and flight responses firing at once. Fighting is impossible, With flight, there is no escape. Filled with torment and hate. Internally screaming with anger and rage Panic ensues when boundaries are broken How foolish I’ve been And how foolish I am. False hopes and dreamsContinue reading “A puddle of fears, a mountain of tears”
Life is like a fighting ring
Many battles are fought in life. Many styles and techniques used to defeat your opponent. I want you to imagine your opponent. Is it the pile of dishes in the sink? The mountains of laundry to be put away? Maybe it’s your job. A relationship. Yourself? Whatever you’ve chosen to put in that opposite corner,Continue reading “Life is like a fighting ring”
Netflix show review: Maid
School is back in session! So that means, my baby girl and I are back sitting at my grandmas house watching shows while my son is at school. I waited a little bit to post so that I had at least a couple things to talk over. So here goes the first one! Maid NowContinue reading “Netflix show review: Maid”
In a daze
It’s only a phase Like the moon it waxes and wanes Can’t you help me escape? This body and it’s infinite pains? Shoot me a gaze From amidst this haze Locked in this glaze Like pottery , I’ll break. There’s been a mistake Of the choices I make I give and you take I trembleContinue reading “In a daze”
I’m going to be selfish for a bit.
Today I had the full realization that I have always put myself, my needs, my life, on the back burner. Hell, not even on the stove but stuck in the back of a cupboard. So I decided that I’d do something today that I’ve never done. I’m going to be selfish. I am going toContinue reading “I’m going to be selfish for a bit.”
Just a chat
In all honesty, I had a whole post written yesterday that I didn’t finish. This morning I read back the first few sentences and I scratched the whole thing. Now here we are. I’ve had too much on my mind, and I’ve put a lot on my plate, which doesn’t exactly help the mental loadContinue reading “Just a chat”
Our talks
Do you know how long it’s been since I’ve been able to sit down, comfortable on the sofa, and just talk? To have real, meaningful conversation, to be listened to and heard To know that someone cared enough to use up their time to hear you speak of your troubles. It didn’t matter what thoseContinue reading “Our talks”
Heavy
I am floating And I am heavy. I am emotional And I am numb. The minutes take ages And a year takes minutes. Reality has been unveiled It’s true form staring me in the face… I am stuck. And I feel free. Who am I… Who will I be? Things have been rough there latelyContinue reading “Heavy”
Bad habits
Life has patterns The comings and goings of seasons The rising and setting of the sun The phases of the moon. Individual lives have patterns too. Some have a cycle they can’t escape A carousel of bad habits. So stuck in this infinite loop that they don’t realize they’re even there. Try to change andContinue reading “Bad habits”
Ink & Embers 