May we

May we meet at the shores of peace The sands of tranquility May we clearly see A world removed of its grease May we find comfort in open arms To feel love without trauma’s guards May we hear unfiltered And speak without fear May we find laughter in arguments And may we never learn resentmentContinue reading “May we”

Would you be proud?

You’ve been gone, A lot has happened after so long. Would you be proud of me? Maybe not of my choices in life, But of the strength I have, to endure the strife. Do you ever check in? Is there a frown on your face, or a grin? I’ve missed you, Especially on the daysContinue reading “Would you be proud?”

A life romanticized

In a world filled with hatred, selfishness, and cruelty, I still feel love. I still hope for a better tomorrow. I still feel the longing of the “perfect” life. In a world where I am a stepping stone that keeps shoes from the mud, I still believe that true love exists. I still feel theContinue reading “A life romanticized”

Falling apart

I lie awake Wondering how long it might take For someone to notice, for someone to see Who am I? Why can’t I just be Me. My life revolved around you, and your never-met needs I sit and stare, my mind blank Can’t you understand my sanity is at stake? I’m drowning in stress CanContinue reading “Falling apart”

Happy Halloween! Spooky story special (late post)

The following story is a real nightmare I had as a child. I still remember it vividly, and it will be forever engrained in my memory. Enjoy! My mom and I were driving up to a beautiful, huge house, more of mansion in fact. We were supposed to be getting a walk through of theContinue reading “Happy Halloween! Spooky story special (late post)”

Inspiration for your thoughts

I’ve been really sick here lately so I completely missed my Halloween post and I’m sad about it! If you’d like me to still post that one, let me know am I will! BUT, I wanted to share another word that made me think. Gave me a little inspiration of thought, so here it is.Continue reading “Inspiration for your thoughts”

Motherhood in a nutshell

It’s late, and it grows later as I bounce my 1 year old to sleep in her bouncer. My arm draped over the arm of the couch to gently push her chair up and down. We have all been very sick, a nasty cold. Everyone is tired, but feels too shitty to sleep. But asContinue reading “Motherhood in a nutshell”

Dear future,

You don’t know me yet, so here is a word of warning. I’ve been broken, more times than I care to count. I’ve listened to harsh words, and I took them in, I let them stay. I’ve been told I was worthless, and I believed it. I’ve been through things that have crushed my spirit.Continue reading “Dear future,”

Faces: A Nightmare

The following story is a real nightmare I had as a child. A nightmare that I remember vividly, even now as an adult. Perfect for the spooky Halloween season!! As I walked through the state park with my parents and older brother, I felt a sudden knot in my gut. Something was wrong. The sunContinue reading “Faces: A Nightmare”

You’re joking, right?

Is this a dream? Am I lost in the subconscious of my mind Will I ever wake from these nightmarish binds Or is life really as it seems? Forgive and forget? You’re kidding me. I don’t believe in that bullshit Forgiveness should be earned But forgetting? That’s just absurd. You should never forget what’s beenContinue reading “You’re joking, right?”