I don’t have a title for this one.

I just want to scream, to let out every ounce of anger out.

I want to pack shit and leave, my mind is already packed and ready for vacation.

But I won’t. I stand my ground, I stay calm and cool. Be a positive example.

It almost left a couple weeks ago, or so I thought, maybe it actually will this time.

I have dreams, it has pessimism.

I have love, it has hatred and selfishness.

A pain that has no cure but to be cut out,

How does one manage a disease like that without going insane?

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I debated over night on posting this one, wondering if I should delete it all or go through and change things. But this was a very real and raw feeling for me in the moment and I have decided (many hours later) that I will share it. There’s no harm in sharing a feeling.

And just because others may not like it or relate, doesn’t mean that I can’t share my words, because there may well be a reader here that can relate and maybe it helps normalize the feelings, eases their mind a little.

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Beyond that, I hope everyone has a fantastic day today! You deserve it!

~A