Heavy

I am floating And I am heavy. I am emotional And I am numb. The minutes take ages And a year takes minutes. Reality has been unveiled It’s true form staring me in the face… I am stuck. And I feel free. Who am I… Who will I be? Things have been rough there latelyContinue reading “Heavy”

At the bottom of a hole

“We all start somewhere.” A phrase I’ve often heard when you’re struggling to make ends meet. Some will never know what it’s like. They’ll never know what it’s like to be hungry, When all you could afford was a carton of eggs with the pennies you dug from your car, and the 10¢ you foundContinue reading “At the bottom of a hole”

Bad habits

Life has patterns The comings and goings of seasons The rising and setting of the sun The phases of the moon. Individual lives have patterns too. Some have a cycle they can’t escape A carousel of bad habits. So stuck in this infinite loop that they don’t realize they’re even there. Try to change andContinue reading “Bad habits”

As my thoughts speak

Can you hear my words? Maybe hear my thoughts? I’ve heard that you can, no matter where I am or the words I’ve wrought. Whether I say it out loud or I ramble in my head. I wish I knew, Am I talking to myself, Maybe a little light you could shed. Sometimes I’m tooContinue reading “As my thoughts speak”

Golden shores

I sit on the edge Dipping my toes in the vast unknown and uncertainty. I hear the waves of doubt as they crash against the sand on the golden shores, My comfort zone. Sometimes my warm, golden shores are clouded by guilt, pain, and harsh words, But the heat of the setting sun warms myContinue reading “Golden shores”

She is

She is resounding strength. You may not see her scars, But oh, the battles she has fought. She is soft, when others are hard Though she is sweet, she is not for the faint of heart. She has made oceans from tears Made life from sacrifice She has made dreams from nightmares She has foundContinue reading “She is”

I will dance

When love turns hateful Peace turns chaotic Comfort turns sour I won’t cower from the storm I will strip the shame and false guilt from my shoulders And I will dance in the pouring rain. I will smile amidst thunder I will laugh in the face of lighting For I am not weak, and IContinue reading “I will dance”