Until then,

I wish I had known you sooner Because the me right here, right now, needs you But I am happy for you, for my future me I bet you smile more And the stresses have become nothing more than forgetting to swap the laundry, or spilling a bit of coffee from your morning mug IContinue reading “Until then,”

Another turn

Another year gone by I swear, I only blinked twice! But here I am, seeing my baby boy turn 5… His hands still small but, my how he’s grown With tears in my eyes and smile on my face, I’m not sure how else to explain. My baby boy was just born…. 5 years ago.Continue reading “Another turn”

Heart on my sleeve

I once held my heart on my sleeve That way others could see how much love I could give, and someone would be willing to take it. I now hold my heart deep in the unseen… It got hurt too many times, and now I feel sorry that I allowed it to get used byContinue reading “Heart on my sleeve”

Take me: Another poem from the drafts

Take me. Wrap me up in a warm embrace, and don’t tell me if you plan to leave. Grab me, hold me tight let me try to relax this body, if even for just a night. But I open my eyes, and no one is there… no one is here. I opened my eyes, fromContinue reading “Take me: Another poem from the drafts”

I’ve been absent, I’m sorry. Here’s a poem!

I’ve been absent Gone like the morning dew after sunrise I seemingly vanished into thin air. If you’ve wondered where I went I haven’t gone far, it’s no surprise My energy stretched too thin to share. I’ve been trapped in chaos while trying to find peace Taxed with writers block and overwhelming fatigue. So muchContinue reading “I’ve been absent, I’m sorry. Here’s a poem!”

I thought…

I thought it was love, ‘cause he knew my name Said I was pretty, I guess I’m to blame. He gave me attention that I always craved Sixteen, naive My innocence taken away. Baited me in with lies and said we’d be ok. That little girl, a trauma filled teen Became a women trapped inContinue reading “I thought…”

Relax, it’s that simple…right?

In the dictionary of my brain The space beneath the word relaxation, is blank The meaning of this word is foreign to me For I have never been able to understand the feeling. When told to relax, I don’t know how Apparently this concept should be easy and simple But how can you feel aContinue reading “Relax, it’s that simple…right?”

Déjà vu

I have Deja vu often Seeing moments in the present that I have already “seen”. It isn’t just coincidence either These “relived” moments are exact replicas of time Down to the slightest movement or sound. When it hits me, I tend to pause It feels almost out-of-body, yet incredibly vivid. This phenomenon has been explainedContinue reading “Déjà vu”

Savior

I am not looking for someone to save me. No I don’t need that. What I am looking for, Is someone to sit with me while I feel. Someone to make me laugh Someone to show me kindness and grace while I take time to heal… if I can figure out how. I don’t needContinue reading “Savior”