I think I forgot

I think I forgot how to smile, how to speak and communicate like a normal person. That face caught me off guard. I forgot how to make eye contact, but then again, I was never good at that anyway. I think I forgot that kind of energy existed, it’s been so long. Kind and gentle.Continue reading “I think I forgot”

A life of love we shall find

My second little poetry book is now available! After a long time of procrastination and some technical errors (like a typo on the back cover haha) it is finally here! I am awaiting my own personal copy, but if you’re interested in getting it and showing a little support, I would be forever grateful! ItContinue reading “A life of love we shall find”

If you just

Words I have heard far too many times Words that I once believed. For far too long. If you just listened, I wouldn’t have to yell. If you just did what I said, you wouldn’t get in trouble. If you just keep this a secret, nothing bad will happen. If you just lie, I won’tContinue reading “If you just”

Shades of color

Sometimes you’ll find me in shades of blue Usually greens and greys too It is rare to see me in pink, though, only in a certain hue A sprinkle of red, maybe some white But the color you’ll find me in most, is black like the sky at night. Black gives me a confidence unlikeContinue reading “Shades of color”

A glass half full, or half empty?

You ask too much Expecting an ocean from a cup A cup that used to overflow A cup that you emptied time and time again A cup that refilled a little less each time A cup that you’d drop without caring if that cup felt pain You ask too much Expecting the seas From aContinue reading “A glass half full, or half empty?”

My son & Autism

So as some of you may know, my son was diagnosed with autism when he was 3. There are three “stages”, mild, moderate, and severe. My son has moderate. It has been a year since that official diagnosis and I wanted to give an update, as well as talk about some things that are prevalentContinue reading “My son & Autism”

I am… Me.

I am a mother A mother who never wants or desires a moment away from my children. I don’t need “me time” or space to myself My kids are parts of me, without them, I am not whole. I am a mother That instinct is strong within me I will mother anything and everything FromContinue reading “I am… Me.”

Would you believe?

I had a dream last night that changed my reality I didn’t feel noticed… I felt seen. I felt loved, for being me. I realize, yes, this was just a dream But oh, how wonderful the feeling When I woke I felt a gnawing unease. As I saw, that all my life, there has beenContinue reading “Would you believe?”

Pigeon update!

No soul is insignificant No matter the vessel in which they reside. I sent this little quote/poem with the pigeon last night. The words popped into my head as I was getting it ready to be buckled up in transit bus. But let’s rewind the day a little bit, shall we? Monday morning, despite myContinue reading “Pigeon update!”

Imagination

Can you imagine, A life where you are not judged for who you are Not convinced that you’re wrong or weak? Can you imagine feeling calm around others? Gosh that must be nice, to be in a room with another human being and not be on edge. Not waiting for fight or flight take over.Continue reading “Imagination”