Trigger warnings: very brief and vague mention of suicide, depression, rape and sexual assault. At 16 years old I made a choice that would change my life. I was never a rebellious kid, I was shy, quiet, and you’d always find me hidden in the back of the room. I had friends, but I wasContinue reading “…but he’s never hit me: pt 1”
Tag Archives: loss
Would you be proud?
You’ve been gone, A lot has happened after so long. Would you be proud of me? Maybe not of my choices in life, But of the strength I have, to endure the strife. Do you ever check in? Is there a frown on your face, or a grin? I’ve missed you, Especially on the daysContinue reading “Would you be proud?”
Life is like a fighting ring
Many battles are fought in life. Many styles and techniques used to defeat your opponent. I want you to imagine your opponent. Is it the pile of dishes in the sink? The mountains of laundry to be put away? Maybe it’s your job. A relationship. Yourself? Whatever you’ve chosen to put in that opposite corner,Continue reading “Life is like a fighting ring”
Not yet
Please… Don’t go yet, I’m not ready. This wait, it feels so heavy now… I’ve missed you dear, let’s share how Wonderful life has been Let’s talk about the wind -oh But don’t let me wake… I’m not ready. To say good byes again It’s not very Fair. ~A
With a heavy heart…
Tears have been rolling since yesterday. A very beloved family pet has passed away. I knew all day yesterday that this was the end. If he pulled through then it would be a miracle. I got on the floor with him and told him how much I loved him, gave him a kiss and toldContinue reading “With a heavy heart…”