A Facebook friend request, sent at 18years old, has still never been accepted after 10 years. But a message was received, that said, “I can’t accept your friend request. Is this some sort of trap?” I said, “no, you just popped up on my people you may know, and I just did it. I didn’tContinue reading “…but he’s never hit me: pt. 2”
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…but he’s never hit me: intro
Hi, it’s been a while! I know I’ve been MIA on here for quite a while this time, but creativity has really hit bedrock. I have ideas, but no way to form the words. Anyway, I sit here tonight to start something new. This platform has been my little escape and a way for meContinue reading “…but he’s never hit me: intro”
Falling apart
I lie awake Wondering how long it might take For someone to notice, for someone to see Who am I? Why can’t I just be Me. My life revolved around you, and your never-met needs I sit and stare, my mind blank Can’t you understand my sanity is at stake? I’m drowning in stress CanContinue reading “Falling apart”
Life is like a fighting ring
Many battles are fought in life. Many styles and techniques used to defeat your opponent. I want you to imagine your opponent. Is it the pile of dishes in the sink? The mountains of laundry to be put away? Maybe it’s your job. A relationship. Yourself? Whatever you’ve chosen to put in that opposite corner,Continue reading “Life is like a fighting ring”
Just a chat
In all honesty, I had a whole post written yesterday that I didn’t finish. This morning I read back the first few sentences and I scratched the whole thing. Now here we are. I’ve had too much on my mind, and I’ve put a lot on my plate, which doesn’t exactly help the mental loadContinue reading “Just a chat”
Heavy
I am floating And I am heavy. I am emotional And I am numb. The minutes take ages And a year takes minutes. Reality has been unveiled It’s true form staring me in the face… I am stuck. And I feel free. Who am I… Who will I be? Things have been rough there latelyContinue reading “Heavy”
Little life talk
I looked at my babies playing today, and I teared up. It hit me in that moment how much they have grown. My son just turned 4 years old, and my daughter will be 1 in just a months time. I got emotional, because I’m so happy to see them grow and watch them changeContinue reading “Little life talk”
Netflix show review: Call the Midwife
I love this show. I love the history, and although brutal at times, I love learning about how medicine was and seeing how much it progressed. If you have not seen this show, you should. It’s heartwarming, heartbreaking, gut wrenching, and full of love and laughter all at once. There are currently 12 seasons andContinue reading “Netflix show review: Call the Midwife”
Big Dreams
Everyone has dreams of what they want in life, and that’s great. Without dreams we feel as though we have no purpose, nothing to strive for, no hope for a better tomorrow. But what happens when you have such “big dreams” and you know they are unobtainable? Not all of my dreams are big. InContinue reading “Big Dreams”
The weight of it all
If my feelings today were tangible, they would fill up the room. There would be no space left to breathe The suffocating feeling would be too much, constricting. If my feelings from today were people, They would be rude, demeaning, and demanding They would be hurtful, They would push and shove, and scream And cry.Continue reading “The weight of it all”
Ink & Embers 