Happy Thanksgiving

I stand here in my kitchen today slowly but surely getting Thanksgiving food prepared. The turkey is in the oven smothered and stuffed with butter and herbs, and the rolls are sitting out rising, awaiting their turn to be baked. Next comes the pie, I can’t wait for that. Pumpkin pie has always been myContinue reading “Happy Thanksgiving”

A puddle of fears, a mountain of tears

Sitting in silence the body and mind at war. Fight and flight responses firing at once. Fighting is impossible, With flight, there is no escape. Filled with torment and hate. Internally screaming with anger and rage Panic ensues when boundaries are broken How foolish I’ve been And how foolish I am. False hopes and dreamsContinue reading “A puddle of fears, a mountain of tears”

You like music don’t you?

Honestly who doesn’t like music? In some form or another we hear music everyday. It’s a part of every culture, no matter where you go. I listen to the radio every weekday when I drive my son to school. And every now and then I hear songs that just hit me in a good way.Continue reading “You like music don’t you?”

I’m going to be selfish for a bit.

Today I had the full realization that I have always put myself, my needs, my life, on the back burner. Hell, not even on the stove but stuck in the back of a cupboard. So I decided that I’d do something today that I’ve never done. I’m going to be selfish. I am going toContinue reading “I’m going to be selfish for a bit.”

Heavy

I am floating And I am heavy. I am emotional And I am numb. The minutes take ages And a year takes minutes. Reality has been unveiled It’s true form staring me in the face… I am stuck. And I feel free. Who am I… Who will I be? Things have been rough there latelyContinue reading “Heavy”

Failure

Failing isn’t always your fault. Maybe time has failed you Maybe someone has failed you Or maybe even the cards you were dealt have failed you. Just remember failing because of circumstance, does not make you the failure, and even if you are, Brush off the dirt and the shit, Try again. You’ll only getContinue reading “Failure”

Little update

So I have been posting a lot of poems here recently but that’s something I really really enjoy, so I’m thankful to be able to express myself and get the wonderful feedback from you guys and the other fellow writers on here! But I wanted to give a quick update on my little family becauseContinue reading “Little update”

A sign?

So I recently posted about losing our beloved family rabbit, Rupert. We had him only one short year, but he made a huge impact on us. He passed away from health issues that I just couldn’t fix no matter how hard I tried, and believe me I tried hard. If you didn’t read, or remember,Continue reading “A sign?”

The hammock

The summers air feels soft against my face Two pairs of tiny toes against me as we sway The precious tired stares from within my arms, The sweet sleepy face beside me. I would live in that exact moment for eternity, and I would never want for anything more. This hammock, this moment, these souls…Continue reading “The hammock”

Happy Mother’s Day!

Happiest of Mother’s Day’s to you friend! This is a part two of my discussion of mothers and I want to talk about the amazing mamas out there!! Not to toot my own horn or sound self centered, but I like to think I’m a pretty good mama to my babies. I will share someContinue reading “Happy Mother’s Day!”