Take me.
Wrap me up in a warm embrace, and don’t tell me if you plan to leave.
Grab me, hold me tight let me try to relax this body, if even for just a night.
But I open my eyes, and no one is there… no one is here.
I opened my eyes, from a dream, because of fear.
“I don’t deserve this feeling”
Heat rises in my face and tears fall.
What if I never experience this feeling at all?
I shake a day dream from my mind,
Bulletproof glass, where a handsome face stands behind.
A blunt image of an impossibility.
My confidence left without notice, leaving vacancy for insecurity to destroy what little I’ve built.
In order to find happiness why must I fall? As if I haven’t fallen enough…
Where hope filled my heart, silence took over. I figured as such.
I’m stuck with the reality… a greedy and selfish hole, waiting to bury me alive with manipulation and lies.
Ink & Embers 